I miss him!!!

Here is my heart felt apology for being absent for so long. But I have been in mourning. Recently I lost a dear, close friend. Since moving to the Seattle area, we had become so close. We communicated often, spending long hours together, usually in the late afternoon between the hours of 3pm - 6pm. But one day when I needed my friend the most, I was in desperate need, I called and called and called but I received no response. After further investigation it became a sad reality to me. My car horn had died!! It doesn't even make a slight squeak. All I need, at the very least, is a muffled cough, just to satisfy my own intense anger and frustration and whichever insanely slow and stupid Seattlite is driving in front of me, but it wont even give that to me...nothing!!! I feel so alone and vulnerable on the roads, backstreets and freeways. Im praying that my friend will one day come back to me. My car is due for an oil change, maybe something can still be done. Ill keep you informed.